Posted: Fri Feb 18, 2011 1:06 pm Post subject: Hey everybody.
I liked this place and partially still do. I won't be leaving, I'd lie to myself if I said I did.
It's just that I have no longer any desire to act like an ass to anyone. I feel as if I have to do what's right and not what a bunch of people tell me to do. I feel that I have to put more time into relationships. (irl ones mostly) I need some time to rethink everything. Not much of a relevation this may seem but I am done being an ass, even though I never was one of the alpha assholes I entirely lost my desire to do anything evil to anyone at the moment.
If I died right now. I wouldn't mind a whole lot. I don't want to die specifically. But I am at a point where I am just not sure what is going on with me. I just do what I do. I can foretell the future for the coming one and a half year quite accurately.
There are no surprises.
Every week is the same. I am not depressed, I am bored. All my life, I'm tired of everything.
This is just what I want to say.
I want everyone to lead great lifes. Even assholes amongst us. I wish irl would be some more bearable for you all.
As I said. I wont be leaving, but much will most likely not been seen from me anymore.
Take care all. _________________
you and me baby ain't nothing but mammals so lets do it like they do on the discovery channel
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